I have come down with a dreadful cold virus. I ache all over, sore throat, sneezing. I can barely function. The cold seems to have triggered my nausea. I have taken the baby sitting job (due to end in July) my friend is really counting on me and I feel totally incapable of even taking care my own children. Brian stayed home today but can't again. My friend looking into getting an alternate sitter for tomorrow but no promise. I feel as though if I am unable to rest, something bad might happen to the pregnancy. And all the usual upsetting thoughts about something going wrong with the pregnancy. I know this will pass but being ill and pregnant and paranoid and inept has to be one of the worst feelings.
21 hours ago