Sunday, March 27, 2011

Luck be a lady

They call you lady luck but there is room for doubt
at times you have a very un-lady-like
way of running out


I can't expend the mental and physical energy needed to be negative about this pregnancy. So until proven otherwise , I'm pregnant and intend to enjoy it. I have read some very encouraging stories whilst playing doctor Google. I am holding off on the ultrasound until I am sure that they can image something meaningful. Maybe two weeks from tomorrow, maybe a little sooner. I will have to confirm that plan with the new OB.

i feel OK. my nerves got shot over the past couple of days but I think I can rally. I have to keep it together in order to care for these special needs foster kids.

2 comments:

  1. Fingers crossed for you and all will be well.

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  2. Good for you, hun! I am so happy you are choosing to be happy. I meant to tell you on your last post that my first HCGs didn't double, didn't come close - like from 514 to 542 or something scary like that. I just resigned myself to losing our third baby...and now that baby is 6 weeks old! Weird things happen in pregnancy and all can be ok. I know in our world, it's hard to believe, but it DOES happen. Hang in there and enjoy this precious miracle...can't wait to hear about your ultrasound!

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