Wednesday, April 14, 2010

foot in mouth

There I was, pretty much boasting my ability to handle the side effects of oral fertilty meds,like some sort of infertile gladiator and all the while FEMARA has been kicking my butt. I feel psychotic and uneasy and just plain physically awful. Much like the way many people react to clomid.

I was just wondering who is going to want to check in on me, or read my blog if Im such a hopeless wet blanket, nearly every post. The truth is that I waffle. Hope comes and goes. When Im down, I wanna vent and when Im up, I dont want to say anything and jinx myself.

I am looking forward to proceeding with this cycle. My expectations of being pregnant are pretty low, but I do feel like Im getting on with things. I had a pretty long ttc break. 20 days til Im on the beach in mexico, and thats what Im REALLY looking forward to


  1. I know what you mean. I never feel like posting lately, because my mood changes with the! People are going to think I'm crazy! But, this is our world...all of it. So, post away, girl:)!

  2. Up or down, I will want to read your posts! I know about the wonderful femara side effects, as i tried a few cycles myself, back in the day. Not much fun. Beach in Mexico is looking pretty good from here....